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My version of mornings aren't their version. Oy vey.

I would appreciate someone explaining to THEM that we don't go to bed at 11pm. Just to wake at 4:30 am. Would you kindly? I wake up to this. Well... 2 of them can climb up to my bed well. The rest I pick up so I don't hear squealing pigs. Sigh. Don't they understand that mornings don't even start until after 6am? Will someone please explain it to them? Kthanxbye Hugs and kisses and more to come! Til next time!! <3

There just arent very many trustworthy people in this world

You have to wonder if people know the value, or meaning, of trust anymore. It's hard to determine who we can trust with our secrets. Hard to tell who will not spread them further along than their own ears. It seems as though people are more interested in spreading gossip and gaining attention than in understanding that they had been entrusted with a piece of gold, something far more valuable than gold actually: a part of themselves that they trusted the person to keep. More times it seems now, that the people entrusted with those secrets wish to continue to spread the fire feuled by speaking them. But why? What really does one gain at the end of the day to not only start a wildfire, but to help continue it? Not even having considered that these are precious lives of people we are talking about. Every person has a story and every person has something that they wish to be able to share with the person they trust the most. How are they to know that the person they are tellin...

(GBE 2:Blog On) First Love

Old post being reposted. GBE2: Blog On's Topic this week is: First Love Click the link to find out what GBE2: Blog On is and how YOU can participate. If you love writing and/or blogging, it's the place to go! Great people, great fun, what more could you ask for? FIRST LOVE When I first saw the topic for this week's GBE2, my first thought was of the friendship I walked away from just last week. He was one of my first love's. But I had already talked about it on a previous web post so I wanted something different. I just didn't want to focus on it. Today, while I was doing dishes, a.k.a inspiring myself, I thought of a different first love. To myself. I do too. I love myself. I may not always like myself... I mean come on, if you had to live with her 24/7 she might drive you batty too. But I do love myself. People can tell you so. I don't need to. Well I did, but... I'm digressing. I'm quirky, crazy (two different things there obbb...

(GBE2: Blog On) Let go of the reins and you'll know freedom

This week's (4th) GBE2: Blog On topic is "Control." For more info head here I admit it, I'm a type-A personality. It was a learned behavior. I felt as though I needed to be in constant control of everything around me. I worked 3 jobs and went for weeks on occasion without a day off. I still felt as though I wasn't doing enough. Not around the house, not with my friends, not for dating, not even for work. I just have always had this "I'm not doing enough" attitude instilled in me from a lot of the immediate people around me. So a lot of my behavior was ingrained so deep that I still suffer with that. I feel as though no matter what, I'm not doing enough, being the best I can be, and all of that great unhealthy attitude one should not have. But I do. And I know it's not good, but I still suffer with feeling inadequate because I am just not doing enough. Which is wrong. It's just something that I suffer with. I admit to it....

Sometimes being an adult means making difficult decisions

I love that saying. Oftentimes as adults, we have to make those difficult decisions. The saddest part, is that sometimes those decisions end up breaking your heart and causing you pain. You make them... because you have to. Because you need to. Those decisions aren't always easy to make. You go back and forth, asking yourself, is this right? Should I do this? What if I regret it? Well... you probably will regret it in moments after if you're human. It may not feel right at times and you're going to find yourself hating the decision you made at times, wishing you'd never done it, even wanting to go back on it, but that's the thing. You did it. Which meant you were supposed to do it. And it's perfectly normal to feel regretful, sad, etc., afterward because we all do. And it's o-k-a-y. As difficult as those decisions are, we have to make the decisions that are best for us. We can't always think about the people that it will affect because a...

Project rose duplication begins!!!

I say it all evilly mind you. Or you can call it rose propagation if you will. I'm an open person. It's all good. I should explain hmm? So I have roses. Or my mom does. And it is one of the "shining" pieces of our yard. As in, neighbors love them, are welcome to have cut ones (they see it as oh so nice, when in reality it's great for the roses to connnnsstantly be cut... truly; never be afraid to slice a rose up--they love it!), and people love to smell them. They are also shocked when they find out most of our roses bloom year round. Even in winter. Really! I am working on a garden in the center of our backyard to place my miniature roses and strawberries as well as having a project of multiplying my mom's roses into my own. Hey, I'm cheap, so what? And secretly I will have less grass to cut. Shhh... So that's my new project for the yard. Slowly make that center garden--currently have our old wine barrel filled with dirt [and some pop...

Strength is determined through trials

I go to bed early tonight because I am exhausted. Primarily from taking care of newborn puppies but also from drama. I try to lead my life with as little drama as possible. Which means I am very discriminating when it comes to friends, who I allow in my life, and all that extra goodness. I guard myself carefully and though I do, I have a wide network of people I call friends, which can even include someone I meet and say hi to. Instant friend! But... That doesn't mean I trust them completely. I rarely trust anyone completely. Just the life I've lived, I have learned hard lessons. Nobody can be trusted 100% and the moment you do, you've handed your life over to them. You just can't do that. I won't do that. However, I give a large amount of trust to anyone and everyone I meet... until they prove untrustworthy. It may get me hurt a lot but I just don't live my life that way. I refuse to. Otherwise life has won and I've become hard. ...

I feel so proud I could cry

I had to. And yes... I'm really going to advertise this cause I am so proud I could cry! Yesterday I took the time to upgrade the box that our 3 wk old Shih Tzu's were in. I not only wanted to give them a bigger play area, but I wanted to give them a place to use the bathroom. I've read that at 3 wks old - 3.5 wks old you can start training them to use a separate area to "potty" versus "sleep and play" area. The two boys are already able to go potty without mommas help so I wanted help them out a bunch. Give them their space intead of waiting for the girls to catch up. So last night after showing them all where the potty area IS a couple times... okay... closer to 5... maybe even 6 each. We have takeoff!! I was so proud. And happy. Yay! Mini celebration................. Ahem. So today we've got one boy [the smallest, was born a runt, and was in mommas ribcage that doc even prepared us... might be stillborn], Cruz,...

Down with ye moths!!!

Webbing clothes moths. Just the name makes me do the icky moves [shivers]. It's a surprise that such a small insect can cause such an aggravating reaction. And they do! http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tineola_bisselliella a link to an article on wikipedia about them for you to peruse at your lee-zure. I have gone through my bedroom to clean things out because I [gag] was hit with about 5 or 6 of them creatures in my face when I went in there on a few days (too many if you ask me!). The problem is that they like to nest under the base of the drywall. When I replaced my floor with linoleum, I never placed molding under the wall to make up for the gap. Tada! Good nesting zones! Blech. Since I have puppies in there, I can't fill the gaps with caulk right now so I have been "temporarily" filling them with Elmer's school glue. Yes. I did just say that. I've [luckily] had the good fortune where I can move most of my furniture and get...

You DO get plants!

So many times I have heard women say that rather than roses, they would prefer a plant as it would last longer. I am here to say You do get plants! When someone gives a dozen roses to you, they have just given you 12--count that TWELVE--plants! How is that possible you say with a gasp! Well it's not really that hard to make them into plants. You don't need no fancy root starting compound or abracadabra, you just need water. What's that you say? Water?! That all magic water I did say! Well water and the roses. When you get a rose vase or bouquet from someone for whatever reason, don't throw them out when they start to die! Instead, as they wither, chop off the top of the bud, an inch under it. Take the leaves off to leave about 1/8" of it on stem (it's wherethe new growth comes in) and then stick it in water. Once you've done that, leave it for a week or two and you will see this... Then stick it in dirt. No special di...

disappearances abound!!

As I write this, I see this or rather, something of this sort. It's nightime and it's darkened in my room. But you get the picture. No pun intended. That is where I have been. I have mommy brain. I forget that I had this whole deal planned with renewing my blog, posting daily, getting my numbers up. My brain has been on puppy. You know.. like this is your brain on drugs? Only puppy? Yeahhhhhhhh well I found that funny. Could be the lack of sleep. I will literally forget what I'm doing 5 minutes after right now... But I digress. Anyhoo I had this whole plan in motion, and then suddenly Saturday May 14th... pow!! [insert loud explosion sounds] Crowd ooo's and ahhh's... no? Continuing Pause to help puppy back to boob... nipple? teat? Whichever is more appropriate. I have a rule for the runt: no going down below!! He's a boy. So he don't listen. If he goes below, he has tendency to inhale milk and gasp. Which is bad. Whoop.....

Treasure Trove Thusday!

Treasure Trove Thusday! (Is a day I share treasures of the past few days. Pics I've taken!) This is a child which refuses to allow her momma to take her picture! Amber, her birthday is on Sunday--she will be 9. Pekapoopom mix of trouble. Anyone want her? Darn. Which includes that yappy bark that can wake the dead! Literally. Published with Blogger-droid v1.6.8

When is enough silence enough

I heard today that Gilbert Gottfried got fired from Aflac because of a joke he made [on twitter] about the tragedy which happened in Japan .  I keep wondering when it will be enough. I get that there are some things you shouldn't joke about (some might not see it as a joke), you should have more tact and diplomacy, and all that. However, I just have to wonder when will it stop? Should we fear saying  anything ? Many people are losing their jobs, mainly celebrities, for making light of a  situation (terrible tragedy). But isn't laughter the best medicine? Isn't it their right to that whole free speech deal, to say what they wish? And not have everything "their" fault because of something they say? Yes, we are responsible for the words we say, and the ones we use, but we're all still human and we are responsible for how we take it and react to it. And we make plenty of mistakes, including some things we say and then think... wait... Just because s...

Promises, promises, and Droid apps!

This I promise thee... I promise to try to read and comment far more blogs than I am now... I promise I will try to blog at least every day... to every 3 days... (trying to pursue writing career and that takes top priority) I promise to try and update everyone on my writing progress other than just my FB page (see links at side to like!)... I will try not to eat as much chocolate--wait... we'll keep this realistic hmm? I promise to try and be more ladylike and not just "one of the boys" I will try [I promise and all that hoobiejoobie] and be even more inspirational! And unpredictable! And [says in spooky voice] mysterious. Woo-ha-ha-haaaa. Oh and maybe throw in more of my goofy weird girl side? K good. As long as we're clear on that. Ahhhh... and now a very sunny warm and gorgeousness day has come to an end. I mean helllooooo look at that sunset? Washington's secret y'all! Oh! And by the way, I am using blogaway for the Android on my Epic 4...