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disappearances abound!!

As I write this, I see this

or rather, something of this sort. It's nightime and it's darkened in my room.

But you get the picture.
No pun intended.

That is where I have been. I have mommy brain. I forget that I had this whole deal planned with renewing my blog, posting daily, getting my numbers up. My brain has been on puppy.
You know.. like this is your brain on drugs?
Only puppy?
Yeahhhhhhhh well I found that funny.
Could be the lack of sleep.
I will literally forget what I'm doing 5 minutes after right now...
But I digress.

Anyhoo

I had this whole plan in motion, and then suddenly Saturday May 14th... pow!! [insert loud explosion sounds] Crowd ooo's and ahhh's... no?

Continuing

Pause to help puppy back to boob... nipple? teat? Whichever is more appropriate.

I have a rule for the runt: no going down below!!
He's a boy.
So he don't listen.
If he goes below, he has tendency to inhale milk and gasp.
Which is bad.
Whoop... pause again...

Had a runaway; a boobage stealer (I prefer saying boobage... gets the point across well I'd say... give more boobage momma... ya know?) from a littler one; one needing some kisses on the milk head and same one telling me (from a 2.5 wk old mind you that's already walking... well... wobbly walking) that if I didn't stop tickling her face, she'd rip my finger off... all of her non teeth gums and all.

I'm madly in love.

Where was I?
There was a point somewhere but I don't remember. Somthing about apologizing for not posting religiously and being around. Something about trying to do some while with momma (she won't stay still to feed unless I'm sitting with her--

[pauses to tickle and get a first growl which she squeals and giggles at saying "what was that?!" from same ornery one as usual... Kaley!]



Uh

I forget everything else I was going to say...
Lack of sleep + mommy brain I blame it on.
I find it funny that person who usualy remembers EVERYHING can remember... barely her name right now.
Hunh.


I'm doing this from phone and now that feeding is done and bed is desperately calling me for few hours [if I'm lucky] (one just snuggled under where I sit so had to pause to reassure and put back with siblings) I'm heading that way. So apologies for not being around to post, or thank you for comments, and any issues with posting right now from phone like crooked pics, errors, etc., all will be fixed when I get on computer... eventually. I am busy raising "champions" so I'm putting 110% into their care, training, etc. Momma's too. And that's my top priority right now. And really all I have energy for.

So tired... zzz....

Hugs and kisses more to come!
Til next time!!
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Comments

  1. Oh! And there are FIVE pups. In the face pic, one is under. :P

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  2. OMG when did your babys have puppies?? They are soooooo adorable! I know what you mean though about puppy fried brain cells. But it's also exciting to see them all grow into little terrors lol ;-) only kidding.....watching them develop is the best bit & now you have many nights/days ahead of puppy training to do....ah bless :o)

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  3. @Pixie - Kendra (yes named after THAT Kendra :p) gave birth on May 14th. Yesterday they all turned 3 wks old :) Thank you so much! They are hard work, but the rewards are worth it. I'll cry like a baby when they go bye bye though. You speak as though you've had the experience of raising pups yourself? High five!

    P.S. already little terrors... :P

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  4. Ah i forgot her name was Kendra....i have been out of the loop for too long lol....i sent you an email the other day with my new blog address in it so that you knew who i was, it told me it had sent twice & saved it in drafts 3 times...stupid technology! lol. Wow 3 wks old already, i bet it will be upsetting when they all go to their new homes at least you know that you would have had a huge impact on their development up to that point...they will remember little things like that as they grow :o)I had one little pup (Gems) from 5 wks old (she was the 1st born who was being bullied by the others & it was stopping her development & eating habbits etc, so after talking to vets who said i could hand raise her i brought her out of the situation & watched her change for all the better) but then she passed away at 1 1/2 yrs old :( from cancer, but at least i had some fun times with her up to that point & watched her grow & slightly mature lol. Raising pups is fun & rewarding though so take lots of pics to remember each little milestone :O)

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  5. Miss Pixie mwah mwah! Yes, I got your email. I was going to add extra comment to say so... but I forgot. lol

    Aww Gemma sounds much like the dog I had, Kelly. I had to put her down @ 6yrs, but I remember it being much the same upbringing. So yep, our pups are nearly the same age as Gem was. At least she had a great life with you. And thank you :) Me gets teary eyed thinking about how I affect the life they'll have, but also at having to let them go. One, the black female, Cheyenne, especially. She's my little superstar. It's going to be hard :( lol and oh yes, we already have over one thousand photos. Haha! I've been photo happy :p

    Thanks so much for coming by, commenting, and reading! I have seen your blog and yay! So happy you're blogging again! Now get back on FB. lol Make a page for your writing! :)) I'll try to comment more. I'm blogging from my phone so it's hard right now, but for you I will try! <3<3

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  6. Mwah mwah back Miss Browne...ha it must be the puppy brain :o)

    It's always hard letting the favourite pup go (& the others of course ;o)) but i'm glad you have been photo happy lol.

    Yay i'm definitely blogging again....i'm in my happy place of writing ha! It's good to be back & all because of the GBE lol. It brought everyone together years ago & its succeeded again years later lol. I'm loving reading your posts again & commenting. No worries about commenting my dear! You are busy busy busy :o) <3<3

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